Less than 24 hours

So in less than 24 hours we will be checking in to have our baby girl. She has already brought so much to my life. I can tell that she will truly teach me patience and trust in God’s plan. It has been an emotional, pain full, and stress full 7 weeks. I have had a tremendous support system from my family and wonderful girl friends! I am very grateful to have each one of you. When you go through hard times you find out who your friends are, who is there to support you no matter how stupid you sound, and who loves you through it all unconditionally.

I am so ready for some normalcy in our house. It seems like our lives have been turned up side down. I am ready for a whole new chapter for the four of us. I can’t wait to see what this little girl will bring to our already perfect three. Today I am full of emotions, nervous, anxious, and sad. I think only a Mother would understand the sad part. I feel like I am going to let Jackson down by giving some of my self to someone else. I have wondered on many nights what I was thinking wanting another child to take that from him. I know as soon as Ava enters the world all those emotions will change and I can not wait to embrace that.

Please pray for us. I pray that Ava will turn (she is currently sunny side up which can make things difficult), I pray for a healthy delivery, for Jackson to adjust well, and I pray most of all in thanks for all the people who have been there to help us through this.