I miss him so much!

It has only been an hour since we dropped off Jackson at his first day of preschool. Ava is a sleep as usual and the house is silent. I have been cleaning since I got home trying to stay busy. I did not realize how hard this would be for me. Should I have waited another year? I know I am being selfish he is ready. At his school we all meet at 8:45 for morning devotion. They sing, read a bible verse, and then pray. All the kids sit as a class and then they hold on to the rope and off they go. Jackson grabbed on and said bye. He kept looking back, but only to smile and keep saying bye. Life happens way too fast is all I can say. I will update tonight with some pictures and let you know how he did (and how I did :)).